i'm writing this because i'm stuck
trying to work on a seemingly overwhelming task
to get started is really hard
really hard because i'm really stuck
I think I'm stuck. So I guess it would be better to do some other things – maybe something worth doing. It's quite hard to start when you are facing a seemingly overwhelming task, but the deadline's fast approaching. No choice but to face it in order to accomplish something that would minimize the “overwhelm” factor. You just don't know that you're already unconsciously fond of an entity called “cramming”. Time is running out fast, but it's just that... simply it's just that... I can't do it as of this moment. Yes, that's waiting for time to give the “kick”. You may be spending a lot of time wondering when will it come. For many of us, this really sounds familiar. One may end up staring at the wall, doing other tasks of lower priority, dreaming in mid-air, or sleeping. There goes time: tick, tick, and tick; an alarm may go off, but hey I'm not yet ready. The mood doesn't always come; it is such an unstable source of creativity. So, one would better seek a stable source; then, there's an entity called “discipline”. You might wonder what this life is all about with all of these processes that employ the law of “graduality”. I think doing things with certain regularity and investing in something internal would help a lot, and then the punchline would always be: “just face it”.
